Inner Support in the Continuum of Life & Unshakeable Serenity
This morning, thanks to my astute partner and our dialogue, I had a revelation about how I can support myself (in the figurative, inner sense) which I know ultimately reflects in the outer sense materially. It dawned on me (before the literal dawn today) that I need to deepen my application of the "Serenity Prayer": "God grant us the serenity to accept the things we cannot change, courage to change the things we can, and wisdom to know the difference." I'll refer you to my 13Dec2006 post on "Responsible To and Responsible For" for an accompanying graphic, which seems to apply quite nicely. Specifically, my adolescent insight about "not conforming to anything, including non-conformity" now takes on a deeper significance; I'm at a point in my life where I need to release myself from needing to conform to imagined or perceived expectations of others in order to be truly at peace with myself, and at the same time, make the optimum contribution (response-ability) to those my life touches for betterment. The "Aha" moment was about allowing myself to accept inner support (which isn't contingent on ANYTHING outside myself, and relies only on a healthy respect for the soul I've been invested with) and trusting that the inner support is sufficient at each moment.

We've been enjoying John Mayer's most recent release,
Continuum, which has a song I'm particularly fond of, "The Heart of Life". The lyrical gems for me are "Pain throws your heart to the ground; love turns the whole thing around; I know the heart of life is good" and "Fear is a friend who's misunderstood." The first lyric seems obvious (although we seem to be able to ignore that unshakeable knowingness sometimes - A Course In Miracles uses the analogy of a child's nightmare). The second lyric about fear being a misunderstood friend reminds me of a quote (not sure of the attribution) about the egoic mind being a great passenger (warning system) but a lousy driver. Move over ego! Happy
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